Might be starting on new meds

I haven’t updated in a while because I have been in a bad headspace and have preferred just to never think about things. Next week they should be maybe starting me on a new med for my skin, and the corticosteroids do bad things to my moods so it’s a possibility that someday I could get off of those if another medication works. Currently I just feel like I’ve lost 10 years of my life and don’t really feel like there is much that I can do about it, or that I can do about losing more time. I feel very powerless and depressed.