I have really enjoyed listing something I am thankful for each day of November the past couple of years, so I am doing it again this year. And this time I am going to add it to my blog! Even if it annoys people 😀 I found this article last night about the benefits of focusing on the good things in our lives. I know it’s hard to find anything good when we are so bogged down with problems and emotional strife. But I really do think there is always something to be grateful for, and I am more aware of this when I make an effort to record it. It’s really something I should do all year long! I tried to talk my fiance into doing it with me this year, but his response was “after I list my family I will just run out of things to write down.” I insisted this was not the case, to just try it, but eh, he still declined. Well, that’s okay. I will try to be thankful enough for both of us 🙂 And I hope YOU, dear reader, will join me as well!
Day #1: I am thankful for migraine medication.
Day #2: I am thankful for Emily. She was the sweetest, easiest baby/toddler in the world, and she is growing into a beautiful and thoughtful young woman. She is currently cooking supper for us – fishsticks and cheese fries – because she wanted to help me out. She is wonderful with her brother, and she hasn’t killed her sister yet, so I am a very pleased Mom 🙂
Day #3: I am thankful for days with all three of my children. Today was beautiful so we went to the park where we played badminton, kickball, and watched (at a distance) the evil ducks. Then we came home and watched old movies. It has been perfect The thing is, we don’t have money to do fancy stuff. I regret not being able to give my children the finer things in life, vacations, etc. But I think they do enjoy the things we make do with. Fun can be frugal Art projects, trips to the park, movies, games…all of these things are priceless. The best memories I have from childhood didn’t involve a price tag, and I hope my kids will look back on the little things we do together and treasure them like I know I do. I won’t ever take for granted these moments. I have three amazing little people in my life. Two of them I don’t get to see nearly as often as I would like. But when they are here, all of the negative disappears and I am the happiest, most whole person on earth. And I wouldn’t trade those times for gold.
Day #4: I am thankful for getting the laundry room/master closet clean today. Usually Jacen wants to undo everything I put away in there, leading to clothes – dirty and clean – mixing together and hiding the floor. Today, he actually stayed in another room with his dad while I sorted everything out. There are still a few things that need to be done before I can call it a completed project, but a massive improvement has been made!
Day #5: I am thankful for Kayley. It’s hard to believe my oldest child will turn 14 in just a couple of months! She is an amazing girl. Smart, witty, beautiful, you name it. She succeeds at nearly everything she sets her mind to, not by luck, but with hard work and determination. If all adults were half as diligent as she is, what a wonderful world this would be. I pray her future is as bright as she is.
Day #6: I am thankful that snakes hibernate. That means at least part of the year I don’t worry quite as severely about them being EVERYWHERE AT ALL TIMES.
Day #7: I am thankful for Jacen. He has the cutest little smile, and even during his grumpy times (and trust me, there are a lot of those!) he’s still my sweet little boy. My heart melts with every giggle, hug and kiss. I feel so blessed to be his mom, to watch him grow and learn every day. Recently his imagination has really taken flight and it’s very entertaining to watch his mind at work. He’s starting to talk more and I love how he points to everything and either tells me what it is or asks “what dat?” It’s true, the toddler years are a lot of hard work, but they are also magical and endearing. I am thankful for every moment.
Day #8: I am thankful for my gorgeous cousin. It’s hard to believe she is all grown up and about to get married. I love her like a sister.
Day #9: I am thankful for books. There is something sacred about the written word, the way it captures the thoughts of a writer and displays them in such a way that millions more can also know those thoughts, and more than know them, but feel them as if they were coursing through their own veins from the beginning of eternity. Some books take me to another land, another atmosphere of wonder and enchantment. Some books take me deeper within myself, to the whole parts and the broken, to an emotion I had overlooked in myself until I saw it in print. Some books are witty and help me escape the sorrows of life. Other books help me understand those sorrows, help me to contemplate and forgive. Books are honest, even in their lies. And I love the people who have written, that they would dare to give us such an intimate part of themselves. I know what it’s like to write, to feel that knife at the throat, to do or die. It is both pleasing and agonizing to write. I am thankful for the ones who have the courage to do so.
Day #10: I am thankful for Douglas. He is nothing short of brilliant, in every way, to me. I love him a little more each day, and I feel very special indeed to have him love me so much in return. It feels so good to be completely accepted by someone, to know even my self-proclaimed flaws do not scare him off. He appreciates the best of me, and he calms the worst of me with his ingenuity and understanding. And now a quote from one of our favorite characters on Dr. Who: “You know when sometimes you meet someone so beautiful and then you actually talk to them and five minutes later they’re as dull as a brick? Then there’s other people, when you meet them you think, “Not bad. They’re okay.” And then you get to know them and… and their face just sort of becomes them. Like their personality’s written all over it. And they just turn into something so beautiful. [Douglas is] the most beautiful man I’ve ever met.”
Day #11: I am thankful for all the brave men and women who have sacrificed their freedom to fight for ours. They gave up the comforts of home, the company of loved ones, and all the luxuries we take for granted to fight for our country. The brutality of war and all the heartache it entails leaves physical and psychological scars that will never be erased, and it is a tragedy that our veterans are so often shoved to the side and forgotten when they get back home. They deserve our utmost respect and support. For all who have served, and all who continue to serve, thank you. We owe so very, very much to you.
Day #12: I am feeling rather yucky today so I am thankful for a comfy couch, warm blankets, and a snuggly little toddler that makes me smile even when I feel like throwing up.
Day #13: I am thankful for naps. The great thing about this most recent time change is that it has transformed Jacen back into a nap taker! I will relish this for as long as it lasts.
Day #14: I am thankful for shelter from the weather. I was a bit uncomfortable yesterday; we were finding it difficult to get the house warm. But we had warm clothes, blankets, and space heaters so it was definitely an improvement over being outside in the wind. I am blessed because I am not homeless, and a little discomfort never killed anyone. I am thankful it feels a lot warmer in here today though!
Day #15: I am thankful to be alive. I don’t know for how long (I worry about this constantly), but I figure I still have some work to do here or I would be dead.
Day #16: I am thankful for Douglas getting me a Dr. Pepper today. I know it’s not good for me, but it’s my comfort drink of choice when I am sick.
Day #17: I am thankful for babies. There is nothing as pure and as hopeful as a newborn baby. Today is Preemie Awareness Day and, while I had full term pregnancies with my three, I had a bit of a scare with Emily when she tried to come two months early. Thankfully, with the help of medicine to stop contractions and strict bed rest I was able to carry her full term. She had some breathing problems after birth so she had to stay in the NICU a couple of days, but then she was fine and she never had another problem. I am very blessed, because often mothers face a much scarier ordeal of delivering early and wondering if their very fragile child will survive; tragically, some don’t make it. I can’t even imagine the pain of losing a child after birth and I pray I never know what it feels like. Being a parent is scary. From the moment you learn you’re pregnant to the day you die you will always possess this magnificent need to protect your child. And, no matter how good of a parent you are, there are a million things that can happen beyond your control that can alter or destroy that little life you hold so dear. It’s enough to drive you mad! But, beyond the fear, the heartaches, the stress, there is a whole bunch of happiness. Becoming a mom is the best thing that ever happened to me. Sure, I have some gray hairs and a few loose marbles because of it, but I also have three beautiful treasures that are worth every moment. Thank you, God. Thank you, Universe. For choosing me out of all the people in this world to be the mother of Kayley, Emily, and Jacen. And when I look at them, every time, no matter how old they are, I still see that newborn face, the same one I saw the first time I held them in my arms.
Day #18: I am thankful for homemade fudge. Chocolate = Happiness
Day #19: I am thankful for random things that make me smile. Like Jacen handing me a book to read him entitled “Princesses are Pretty”. Life gives us a lot of reasons to frown and cry, but there are lots of happy, giggle-worthy moments too. I am thankful I have a sense of humor (no matter how weird and misunderstood) and I can find something good in nearly every situation. And now, I shall go dance like a pretty princess with my son.
Day #20: I am thankful that I am doing the best I can. I fail daily. DAILY! But I have never claimed to be perfect. The only real crime is not to try at all. I have two priorities each day: stay alive and be a good mom. Some days I don’t feel very alive, and a lot of days I don’t feel like Mom of the Year, but my intentions are good and my efforts are greater than anyone knows . If at the end of the day I can honestly say I gave it my all, then I have succeeded. Some days I just want to give up; today is one of them. But I have to believe that I still have a spot to fill in this crazy mixed up world. I may be misunderstood. I may have enemies. I may really suck at everything I attempt in life. But I’m me, and I’m still here. That has to count for something.
Day #21: I am thankful for my three mothers.
Sandra raised me as her own and I think I turned out halfway alright 😉 I have fond memories of her reading to me, playing school with me (long before she became a teacher) and rocking me all night when I was sick. We haven’t always had the smoothest relationship, but I love her and am grateful for all the times she’s been there for me.
Debra is my birth mother and I am so thankful that I got to meet her when I was nine years old. I love her very much and enjoy the time I get to spend with her. I see so many similarities in us, both in appearance and personality.
Stacey is the mother of the man I love, but she has always treated me like a daughter and she is a very sweet woman. I admire her for putting up with her two crazy sons 😛
Day #21: I am thankful for my three mothers.
Sandra raised me as her own and I think I turned out halfway alright 😉 I have fond memories of her reading to me, playing school with me (long before she became a teacher) and rocking me all night when I was sick. We haven’t always had the smoothest relationship, but I love her and am grateful for all the times she’s been there for me.
Debra is my birth mother and I am so thankful that I got to meet her when I was nine years old. I love her very much and enjoy the time I get to spend with her. I see so many similarities in us, both in appearance and personality.
Stacey is the mother of the man I love, but she has always treated me like a daughter and she is a very sweet woman. I admire her for putting up with her two crazy sons 😛
