No posts from me so far this week and that frustrates me. As I mentioned in previous posts, I’m currently following the advice of my pdoc and am taking only one course this fall. I was angry at him and myself. It turns out it was a good decision. I’m taking English 101 and I’m having a difficult time balancing my school work with every day tasks and giving myself some free time.
In addition to regular schoolwork, I’m working on the 1st of 4 essays we’re doing. I’m a bit more freaked out about it. If I’m struggling to balance everything right now, how am I going to be able to handle going full time? I’m frustrated and frightened about the idea.
One big concern I’m having is regarding my free time. Basically, my hobby is reading and writing blogs. I’ve been unable to do either this week. Is this going to be the norm? I hope not. The last time I abandoned this blog was by my own choice. I’d hate to have it forced upon me. We’ll see what happens over the upcoming weeks. Overall, I’m fairly confident that I’ll be able to continue, but there’s that spot in my brain that thrives on me worrying and it’s speaking loudly this week.