If only I’d been kinder to Mom
If only I pursued my degree earlier
If only I’d kept my career with Marriott
If only I spent more time with my daughter
If only I could accept that people like me
If only I’d come out of the closet sooner
If only I’d had a good relation with Dad
If only I’d kept my weight off
If only I’d left an abusive relationship sooner
If only I’d kept my house in Scottsdale
If only I hadn’t spent my life’s savings
If only I could stop biting my nails
If only I hadn’t hurt my ex-wife
If only I had a drivers license
If only I had a car
If only I didn’t throw people away
If only I loved myself
If only I wasn’t an alcoholic
If only I had more hope
If only I wasn’t bipolar
