Daily Archives: August 30, 2012

Missing Someone

I am so busy lately with the whole moving/old house/lawyer drama, that I have been trying to not think about the big empty hole inside of me, the part where my Husband belongs. I miss him, I miss him, I miss him. Even though we were so angry at each other when he left, I still love him and miss him so very much. He & our Son were my whole life, our little family means everything to me. I have been realizing over the past couple of days just how much I do love & miss him, but I am afraid that the job of loving a Bipolar is just too hard for him right now.

I wonder if he will ever be able to Love me again. I hope he will.

Last Cigarette

The good Doctor and I quit smoking this week.  Again. We both used tobacco when we met, but DeeDee decided …

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