In Proud Bird Mom News, Peaches has laid an egg!!! I’m going to be a GRANDMA!!! Well, maybe, anyway. This is so exciting!!! These birds have made so much progress since being in my home such a short time, and they have been such a joy to me!! I think I might have a full-blown manic episode if babies come.
In studying news, I am steadily going down the toilet. Last week, I got a 68% on a practice test. Passing for this test is a 70%, so I thought, hey, I’m on the right track! Maybe I know more than I thought! Well it must have been an easy test because I took a test this week and got a 58%, cussing all the way through. To say that I’m discouraged would be an understatement. But dammit! I don’t think I got this opportunity and this grant for these classes by accident!! I think I am somehow meant to overcome this adversity and pass this test. I can’t just accept defeat, even though I feel defeated. It seems like I may have felt discouraged and defeated on the last round, too, but somehow I passed that damn test. So maybe I can pass this one too. The question is, can I do it before I run out of money? Just a little bit of stress and pressure . . .
I had Meetup #2 this week, we went to see Wonder Woman in 3D. The alien inside me who started this group went to the movies and enjoyed it. The people I am meeting are very nice. This is actually really nice to have at least one thing to do per week. This week, I did three things with people on three different nights. I better watch out that my Introvert card doesn’t get revoked.
Well, Summer has finally come to Colorado. I believe the snowstorms are gone for the season. It is in the high 90’s and I’m running the air conditioner. I am grateful for air conditioner and ceiling fans and that I just have this teensy little apartment that is very easy to keep cool. Noisy Neighbor Upstairs has not woken me up for some time now and he hasn’t even played his damn drums, YAYUH!! Maybe he hocked them. Maybe he broke a hand. Maybe he’s depressed. I don’t care. I’m just glad for the quiet.
I saw Dr. Drugs this week. He pulled some major shit with cutting my Wellbutrin dose, I will write about it later because my hands are tired. Suffice to say I am not on board. Dr. Drugs does some stupid shit that does not serve me. I often defy him and do what I think is right. Rebel Bipolar In Effect!
Hope you all had a great week!
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