It’s amazing to me how just putting myself out there and saying how I feel can make me feel better! I don’t want to do it, especially when the feelings aren’t super-delicious, and yesterday was one of those days. I’m just…scared, like, will people think I’m a big asshole? And, sometimes I am an asshole! But feeling bad doesn’t make me an asshole. Acting like I’m always o.k. does.
Anyhoo, I just really appreciate all the love and support from BlogLand!! It has made me feel not-lonely and like I can keep going with this studying thing. I also did some fancy things today that made me feel good, like dyeing my hair (not going to give in to the grays FUCK YOU GRAY HAIR!) and taking a shower (didn’t happen to do that since Monday!), and putting on clean clothes. SO FANCY. So I feel shiny and new and gosh, someone should take me out for enchiladas or somethin’! Life is good. Thank you, BlogLand!