Well, this fucking sucks

I woke up not wanting to get up, then decided to get up, and went to the ER about my left shoulder.

My right shoulder, well, in 2011 (Dec 12) I got thrown off a horse into a jump and shattered my shoulder, fractured my humerus (which isn’t as funny as it sounds) and tore my rotator cuff. I’ve got rotator cuff repair surgery in June or July (go Canadian health system!) with a LOT of rehab after.

My left shoulder has been bugging me. Maybe from compensating for the right. I am right handed. So I went to the ER, its clear on x-rays, which I didn’t want, because that means its a severe sprain (muscles) or my rotator cuff.

DO NOT LET IT BE MY FUCKING ROTATOR CUFF.

They just did an x-ray, no ultrasound, so I don’t know what it is. But if the pain persists for another 2 weeks, its my rotator cuff and I’ll need an ultrasound or MRI.

Hopefully if it IS my rotator cuff, it won’t need surgery. I did a shitload of damage to my right one requiring surgery, and I barely met the requirements for surgery.

But please, DO NOT be my fucking rotator cuff because I really, really do not want to go through the hell again.

I don’t even know how I fucked up my shoulder. They didn’t even give me painkillers. Thanks!

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