“Mental illness pierces the veil,” she writes at the end of her book, “and those who suffer from it dwell with their fragility in plain view.” Dr. Montross
RANT STARTSBeing Mentally ill (I am Bipolar yay!) is a big fucking problem. We lose jobs due to missed days because of our chronic and lifelong conditions. It is hard for others to sympathize with us because there are no physical symptoms to prove “Hey I have voices in my head”. People just have to take our word on it. And sometimes I feel like my word is worthless to those unafflicted.
I honestly believe that some think we are weak and lazy and over/under weight due to choice. Well, you can all kiss my crazy ass! It is way more than that. Our medicines make us groggy, our moods make us unpredictable (oh does that sound like fun! Try going out on a family outing when your panic attack hits you because everyone is wearing a mask due to it being Halloween, and your 5 and 6 year old nieces see you have the panic attack. Such fun) So yes we stay in safe places and don’t always enjoy being in a grocery store or at a concert.
But there is hope….I have to believe that.
Anybody relate to this rant of mine. I know you can so go ahead and get the frustration out.
I won’t judge no matter what your illness.
I am calm now….RANT OVER NOW
“Of all the afflictions that fall upon us, few remain as misunderstood and stigmatized as those that affect the mind.” Dr. Christine Montross
The problem is that the mentally ill already have to struggle everyday to try and act like we are not ill. We take our little pills, pay the good Doctors, try to keep our agitation to a minimum, and then we still have to do the every day things such as eat, sleep, bathe, answer a phone call, clean our living space, budget our money, and try to keep our relationships with family and friends in tact.
All this can be overwhelming. I mean just picture yourself not answering your phone because you’re at a loss for conversation. Oh that is typical….I know everyone gets that way sometimes but the mentally ill may not answer for a week. Then the electric gets cut off because you missed the disconnect warning call since you’re not even listening to your voicemails….no electricity. That happens to everyone but not when they have the money to pay the bill in the account. It is not laziness holding us back. Oh we are very stimulated and stimulating people but even with meds we are not well. We manage better but wellness feels like it can never be obtained. Or maybe it is just me. I have been doing okay but lately I am very ….overwhelmed. Oy
I guess Overwhelm is the key word today