Mania is Gone

Feeling frustrated and I’m not sure why
It makes me want to cry
But I cannot, why?
I know there is something more
But what it is, I’m not sure
I went insane
Couldn’t stay in my lane
Now I’m returning to me
But there is less for me to see
My mania was freeing
It left me feeling
Feelings so intense
They did not make sense
But it felt so real and raw
You wouldn’t believe what I saw
Beauty and love
Came from above
I saw hearts and stars
But felt imprisoned, behind bars
They locked me away
They couldn’t hear what I had to say
It made no sense
Except behind my lens
Reality became distorted
In my bed, I became contorted
Like a freak beneath the sheet
I couldn’t take the heat
So hot it was cold, feelings grew tired and old
How could I be so bold?
Don’t behave that way we’ve been told
Quiet the mind
See what new reality you can find

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