I had been going through an agitated and aggressive mania. What ever happened to the euphoria? Actually as I look over my last few months I think this mania has been building. It started out with the fluttering heart then moved into lack of sleep followed by my mean streak. When I am in my full manic state I become very impulsive and intolerant. I turn to anger and am easily ticked off. I am mad at so many things that it feels debilitating. I spit hate into my actions and am difficult to hold a normal passive conversation with me.
Now I am coming down and hoping I don’t go to far down. Just keeping up with my meds.