Effing A, man! I’m hypo right now. I have been buzzing around all day. I have gotten so much stuff done today I have even impressed myself! And now I am ready to shop! I am trying to talk myself out of it. Because I would have to transfer money from savings to do it. And I’m not buying anything frivolous, I am buying (or plan to buy… I may chicken out last minute) stuff for the kids for school… clothes and shoes. Only one more payday until they start school! So, it’s not like I am being idiotic about it, ya know?
I make myself sick. Using my children as an excuse to spend money and get my thrills.
Making a cup of Bedtime tea right now to hopefully calm to fuck down.