I don’t go to church because I get too emotional

Seriously, am I the only one that does this? It makes me feel like I am possessed or something!

I have walked many religious paths. However, I was baptized and raised Roman Catholic. A couple of years ago, we decided to get back into the church because we wanted to be God Parents to my nephew. And I just can’t do it. I get too emotional. I just want to cry. Seriously. Tears in the eyes, lump in the throat, whole 9 yards. I don’t even feel comfortable with the shaking hands and offering peace to the people who you sit around. Emotionally it is all just too much for me. And, I don’t understand why! And it’s not like I’m sad or depressed or anything. I just get this overwhelming urge to cry… like a cleansing cry. I don’t know. Anyone else hear of this? Or am I the only one this odd?

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