Total “Buzzkill”

Holy shiznit! This is how I am feeling as of late… I mean really, I need to keep a note pad by my side, so I can write all of my thoughts down… Or maybe I need a voice recorder to record my thoughts. (thought: I have one on my mp3 player… I should figure out how to use it)

I’m thinking about doing a webisode type thing. Once a week only, on a topic on Bipolar or maybe just Mental Health in general… I haven’t thought it all through yet… but I did get a webcam, and it should be here tomorrow. (Birthday gift! got another gift card in the mail today) Now, it’s not an unreasonable purchase, because I want it for video chatting also. But I HAVE been soooooooooooo shopping happy!

I see whats going on. I am aware of what I am doing, but I am trying to watch myself because who else is going to? I’ve been quite erratic as of late, but I’m not too far gone yet.

By the way…. Got a book called Buzzkill on my kindle today. It’s this guys story of his journey with BP2… I JUST started it today, but hopefully when my mind quiets down and the kids go to bed, I can immerse myself in it. Any of you read it? If so, what did you think?

So, with all of that being said, I’m going to hit the shower and get my jamjam’s on and settle in for the night.

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